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Listen! – a sermon

Sunday, April 17th, 2022 – Easter Sunday
USS CHOSIN CG-65, Seattle, WA
Scriptures: I Kings 19:4-13, John 20:1-18
Hymns: “10,000 Reasons”, “Christ the Lord Is Risen Today”

“It’ll be fun!” they said.
“The weather will be pleasant!” they said.
Me, being the fool I am, I had decided it would be a good idea to volunteer for a CREDO program validation that involved backpacking in Olympic National Park in April. I believed it when I was told that, because of the time of year, it shouldn’t be terrible. Maybe it would be a little chilly at night, maybe we’d get a little damp, but no big deal, right?
And yet, there I was, up to my knees in a snowdrift, fat flakes falling on my from the sky, my right ankle hurting like you wouldn’t believe, a three liter hydration pouch on my back, my winter jacket tied around my waist because, in spite of the snow, I was HOT. I was straight up not having a good time.
Looking around me, at the other three chaplains, three RPs, one career counselor Master Chief, and one combat camera Chief who were with me, it seemed like “straight up not having a good time” was the running sentiment of the group – except for Chaplain Harding.
Now, there’s a stereotype out there about Mormons in the ministry field, that they’re perpetually cheerful, but that’s not necessarily always true. I had seen Chaplain Harding plenty grumpy over the course of this trip, but in that moment, he seemed almost serene as he brought the group to a stop. “I want you to take a moment,” he said. “Reach out to the divine, see what God is trying to tell you. Listen. Just stop, and listen.”
Stop and listen. Sage advice, sometimes, and advice that all too often goes unheeded. How often in life could we have avoided trouble, heartache, extra work, if we had just stopped and listened? If we had listened to parents, friends, teachers, peers, mentors, those in our chain – maybe things would’ve worked out a little more easily the first time around.
The apostles were, to put it mildly, not very good at stopping and listening. Throughout their time following Jesus, they had questioned him again and again. They had not understood him. They had straight up ignored him. Peter even had the audacity to tell Jesus he was wrong to his face a couple of times, and for his trouble, got called “Satan” in the process.
And so these men of faith hadn’t listened when Jesus told them exactly what was going to happen to him – he was going to be arrested, be tortured, and be executed by the Roman state. Subsequently, he would rest in the grave until Sunday morning, at which point he would come forth alive once more, for the sake of bringing life more abundantly to every person ever created in the image of God, every being into whom God had breathed life.
The wild thing about it is, according to the Scriptures, he was pretty clear with them about it. He didn’t frame it in metaphor or try to talk about it in vague ways. In Mark 9, he flat out said, “The Son of Man is going to be betrayed into the hands of men; they will kill him, and after three days, he will rise.”
But let’s be real. They didn’t like hearing about bad things, and they may have tried to ignore them. Who among us, upon hearing the words “WHITE SMOKE WHITE SMOKE WHITE SMOKE” over the 1MC, have pretended that they weren’t hearing it in the vain hope that it was a mistake? Who among us, upon hearing our alarm clocks, have hit the snooze buttons, praying that those five more minutes will bestow the blessings of life upon you?
They needed to just listen.
But they were in good company in not listening.
About nine hundred years before the apostles followed Jesus around the Galilean countryside, a man named Elijah had been the prophet of God, and he like to stir things up. He had this nasty habit of telling Ahab, the King of Israel, and his wife, Jezebel, that they were terrible people who God was going to smite straight to hell. As you can imagine, they weren’t particularly thrilled to hear this message from Elijah, and more than once, they threatened him with death, forcing him to flee into the wilderness.
The last time this happened, Elijah went out and threw a temper tantrum. “ENOUGH!” he yelled at God. “Smite me, almighty smiter!”
So God had him take a nap, and then an angel brought him a snack, because let’s be real, we’re not ourselves when we’re tired and hungry, and God needed Elijah to be himself, because God was about to come and see Elijah in person.
Now, to understand the gravity of this, ancient Hebrew tradition held that to see the face of God meant death, for the mind of man could not behold God and continue to function. And so, for God to tell Elijah that Elijah was going to see God in person automatically told Elijah that this was going to be a Very Big Deal.
So Elijah prepared himself for the arrival of God, standing out on the mountain awaiting the Lord. A gale force wind came along, but God was not in the wind. Then there was an earthquake, but God was not in the earthquake. Then there was a great fire, but God was not in the fire.
Silence fell, and Elijah listened. He listened, and he heard a still, small voice – the voice of God, telling him to return home and continue his work of prophesy.
Elijah listened.
Nine centuries later, while the apostles may not have been listening, others were – Jesus’ mother and his friends Mary Magdalene, Joanna, and Salome. They may not have understood exactly what Jesus was talking about when he said he would be raised from the dead, but they listened, and they didn’t fall away when Jesus died. Instead, they went to his tomb to prepare his body for burial, perhaps hoping against hope that his death would mean the resurrection of all the dead for which Jewish tradition holds out hope.
But when they got there, no Jesus. Just the clothes in which he had been buried. And they knew that these clothes had to be Jesus’ own – after all, the tomb that Joseph of Arimathea had given for Jesus’ burial had never before been used.
And so, Mary Magdalene went to the apostles and said, “They have taken him.”
Peter and John ran to the tomb, and looked inside, and when they saw Jesus was gone, they didn’t understand what was going on – for they had not listened. Perhaps they had heard, but they had not listened when Jesus said that on the third day, he would rise again. And so, confused, they left and went home, leaving Mary Magdalene by herself in Joseph of Arimathea’s garden.
You can imagine she was probably fairly upset, and so she stayed, weeping at the death of this teacher she had followed, and now the disappearance from the grave of his body as well. That was when a man asked her what was wrong.
She didn’t look up, just said that Jesus was gone, and imagining that this man was the groundskeeper, she said, “If you have taken him, please, tell me where he is, so I can take care of his body.”
Now it’s a common human trait to not fully hear or understand something until it is addressed directly to us. Perhaps you’ve been given an order that didn’t fully sink in until your name and rank was added to it – “LT Gawne, take care of this.” Perhaps you just didn’t realize that somebody was talking to you. Perhaps you needed to hear your name in order to recognize who the person talking to you was.
And so, when Jesus spoke Mary’s name, she LISTENED. She heard, and she realized, it was him – risen from the dead. And he told her to go back to the apostles, and tell them that he lived, and to make sure that they LISTENED as well, so that they would know that he was alive.
So she did. Mary Magdalene, the woman from whom Jesus cast a demon, the woman who tradition has held in a very dim light, was the first person in the world charged with carrying the good news of the resurrection of Christ to others, and making sure that they LISTENED.
The apostles listened. The writers of the Gospels listened. Millions upon millions of people over the last two thousand years have listened.
And on a cold, snowy afternoon in the midst of Olympic National Park, Chaplain Harding asked us to listen.
At first, there was nothing to hear – just the soft sounds of falling snow, and the rushing of the Dosewallips River. But then, we heard it.
The song of a bird. One bird, then two, then a multitude.
“The birds are singing,” Chaplain Harding told us, “because the storm is passing. They are telling the others the good news, that the sun will soon shine through and their lives will be better.”
I would’ve missed it had he not said something. I would never have heard the bird song, and I probably would’ve gotten more grumpy, even as the clouds parted and the sun shone down upon us. But knowing that the storm was passing lifted my spirits, and sure enough, not long after that, the sun broke through the gloom and illuminated what I can only describe as a winter wonderland.
So listen. Even in the storms of life, listen. Even when things seem dire, listen. Because even in the darkest of moments, even when all seems to be over, the light is coming.
For just as on that day some two thousand years ago, Christ is risen. He is risen indeed.
Amen.

You Stay Classy

To tell this story properly, dear reader, I must take you back some sixteen years, to the summer of 2005. It was my last summer working for Lutheran Retreats, Camps, and Conferences of Southern California. Alongside friends like Nora Bell, Liz Benforado, John Bessey, Misty Ehrman, Suzie Farris, Crystal Koch, Kjersten Priddy, and Katey Wade, I spent the summer as the assistant director for LRCC’s Beach Camp, headquartered at Christ Lutheran Church in Pacific Beach, San Diego, California.

It was the best summer of my life.

Following that summer, I remained in Southern California for another two years, finding gainful employment as the concierge director at the Beverly Center in Beverly Hills. It was an invaluable experience, and I do look back on parts of it fondly, like the delightful conversation I had with Kristen Bell wherein she did her best to convince me that I would be better off staying in Los Angeles than moving back to Phoenix.

As most of you know, she failed.

On July 30th, 2007, I loaded up my earthly possessions in my Volvo station wagon and headed east on I-10, bound for the Valley of the Sun. A week co-counseling CYF Conference with the newly minted pastor of Foothills Christian Church, Rev. Erin Wathen, had set me to teetering on the edge of moving back to Phoenix anyway, but then, the Beverly Center’s absolute refusal to respect my boundaries ended up with me rage quitting (or at least, as close to rage quitting as 30 days notice would be considered). When I left L.A. (very slowly, as California traffic is wont to cause you to do), I swore I would never move back to California –

Unless it was to live in San Diego.

Over the next three years, valuable time spent with friends, family, and Foothills Christian Church nudged me inexorably toward a calling to ministry. I went back to Northern Arizona University (via their online program), completed 63 credit hours in 16 months, and graduated on the Dean’s List in December of 2009 – a month after my first visit to the School of Divinity at Wake Forest University.

Two months later, I was accepted to Wake Div.

It was no small thing, preparing the summer of 2010 to move across the country. I had many people to say goodbye to, much personal business to wrap up. My nephew, Elliot, was barely a year old when, on August 2nd, I loaded up my earthly possessions once again, this time in my Dodge minivan, and headed east again. Up through Flagstaff, across New Mexico, Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama, Georgia, South Carolina, and into North Carolina I went.

On August 6th, 2010, I arrived at Suzie Farris’ house in Winston-Salem, NC.

For the next three and a half years, I would call that house home as I worked toward my Master’s Degree in Divinity at Wake Div – but it was a mere two months into my time there that the next piece of my call to ministry fell into place. In October, I attended a Disciples Young Adults retreat in Las Vegas, and while there, acknowledged a calling that had been creeping into the back of my head for several months.

Upon returning to Winston-Salem, I sent an email requesting information from the US Navy Chaplain Corps.

The next year would be monumental as I completely changed my lifestyle and my body to meet military standards, I made new friends and built a new life in North Carolina, and in August of 2011, had perhaps the most significant nine days of my life. On August 17th, 2011, I raised my right hand and took the oath of office to be commissioned as an Ensign in the US Navy Chaplain Candidate Program, and nine days later, August 26th, 2011, I met Caitie Smith.

That we met getting drinks from the beer cooler in John Callaway’s back yard is entirely incidental.

Two and a half years later, I departed North Carolina, bound for northwest Missouri. I did so, now a Lieutenant (j.g.) in the Navy Chaplain Corps Reserve Component, and engaged to Caitie. Life called me, and shortly thereafter, Caitie, to ministry in the Show-Me-State, and we would be there for the next two and a half years, leaving in the summer of 2016 to head to Kentucky, and then from there in the summer of 2017 to move back to North Carolina.

That was when I accepted orders to active duty as a Reservist.

During my twenty-one months of mobilization with Navy Recruiting Command, it was repeatedly suggested to me that I might consider submitting a package for indefinite recall to the active component Chaplain Corps. In late 2018, I did just that, being selected for recall in December and receiving orders to 2d Marine Division.

On August 1st, 2019, I checked into 3d Battalion 8th Marines as their new – and as it turned out, their last – chaplain.

For the following 22 months, I served as V3/8’s chaplain, completing two deployments for training with them to the Marine Corps Air Ground Combat Center at Twentynine Palms, followed by a full six month UDP deployment to Okinawa, Japan, returning home on April 11th, 2021. When I got back to North Carolina, I fully expected that I would be going to 2d Assault Amphibian Battalion (2d Tracks) once V3/8 stood down at the end of May, and remaining there until the end of January, when I would report to the San Antonio class landing ship PCU Fort Lauderdale LPD-28 in Norfolk, VA, as the not-yet-commissioned amphibious ship’s very first chaplain.

On April 12th, 2021, I got a call from the command chaplain of 2d Marine Division.

It turned out that, in my absence, two of my fellow chaplains at the division had had their orders extended, meaning that when V3/8 folded its flag on May 27th, the division would no longer have a funded billet for me. Now, by federal law, a chaplain at an operational Marine Corps assignment must remain at that assignment for no less than 24 months, so they would still find work for me, but –

“How would you and Caitie feel about leaving 2d Marine Division early for a hot fill billet?”

Well, we thought about it, and decided that, though it would be rough, especially so close after returning from deployment, as Caitie would be staying at Camp Lejeune until May 2022, regardless of where I go, to finish her Master’s in Social Work at UNC Wilmington, it was the best thing for us. And so, when I spoke to the Chaplain Corps detailer, I told him that we were on board, but that in order for us to do this, we had to go somewhere that Caitie would be successful professionally, and that we would prefer one of two different Fleet Concentration Areas where she already had something of a professional network built up.

In May, the detailer called me and said, “I’ve got a ship for you.”

And so now, eleven years to the month after I moved to North Carolina, I will be leaving again, checking out of 2d Marine Division on August 31st, packing up a bare fraction of my earthly possessions in my GMC truck, and this time, heading west on I-40. I will pass through Winston-Salem on the way, through Lexington, through Kansas City, through Flagstaff, Phoenix, and Las Vegas, before ending up in Seattle, where I will check in onboard the Ticonderoga class cruiser USS Chosin CG-65 as her new (and, given the rate at which the Ticonderoga class is being retired, possibly HER last as well) chaplain. Chosin is currently in the Vigor Shipyard, undergoing refit, and will depart in January to return to her homeport, the place that Caitie and I will call home next…

San Diego, California.

It seems things have come full circle.

Season 2, Episode 5 – Breakfast with Jesus

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-i9ynn-b09dc0

Jimmy and Ted spend a pretty good chunk of time talking about this week’s lectionary passage, John 21:1-19, but they also spend a decent amount of time talking about spoilers for Avengers: Endgame. The part with all the spoilers has been conveniently quarantined at the end of the episode so that you can avoid it so desired.

As far as libations go, this episode was recorded the week before the Kentucky Derby, so tonight’s drink is Mint Juleps made with Old Forester bourbon whisky.

Season 2, Episode 4 – Wonderwall

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-b45hm-af5ab3

Jimmy and Katie spend the evening trying not to be too terribly distracted by the first round of the NFL draft while discussing the story of the Resurrection and the story of Thomas the Twin, who has been unfairly cast as a model of what not to do with your faith. Libations are back this week – Jimmy goes to an old faithful, with Founder’s Kentucky Breakfast Stout, and Katie brings in a beer from Asheville, with Hi-Wire’s Lo-Pitch Juicy IPA.

Season 2, Episode 3 – One Week

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-ujj7f-adda93

Jimmy and Katie are fresh off of an evening with the director of the White House office of Faith-Based and Neighborhood Partnerships during the Obama administration, and now… they have THOUGHTS and OPINIONS about civil religion in the Palm Sunday story.

Also, they’re drinking water, because they’re old and tired.

Season 2, Episode 2 – St. Patrick’s Day

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-nwaks-ab993a

Ted is back, but Katie had car trouble, so Caitie tagged in (confused yet?). We talk about Luke 13:31-35 and drink Irish Gin & Tonics (they are… green!).

Season 2, Episode 1 – No Shelter

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-z3i8e-aa0726

Ted and Katie return to the podcast to join Jimmy in discussing Joel 2:1-2,12-17 and drinking Catawba Brewing Company’s Farmer Ted Cream Ale.

The Advent Spectacular: Epiphany – Luke 2:21-38, Matthew 2:1-18, and Balcones Rumble

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-rmfex-a3a26e

Ted is back! On this episode, recorded with just a few hours left in 2018, Balcones Rumble liqueur is consumed, Simeon and Anna in the temple are discussed, Jimmy goes on a rant about people calling themselves Christian and being entirely uninterested in helping refugees, and much cheese is eaten. Oh, and Ted picks up the gauntlet Katie threw down in the previous episode. Apparently, it is on.

The Advent Spectacular: Advent 4 – Luke 1:39-55 and Deschutes Jubelale

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-awnwd-a2ba92

Katie Callaway joins Jimmy for the end of Advent to talk about the Magnificat and partake in Butte, Oregon’s annual tradition of Deschutes Jubelale. Jimmy eats pie, Katie talks about learning to drive stick, and the F-bomb gets dropped for the first time in the podcast’s history, albeit in the context of a quote from the movie Dogma. Good times!

The Advent Spectacular: Advent 1 – Luke 21:25-36 and Spiked Eggnog

https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-7uqw4-a0b2d9

Ted Wilkinson joins Jimmy for the first week of the Libations & Lectionaries Advent Spectacular to resolve the cliffhanger from the Season 1 finale. They also discuss the apocalyptic text of Luke 21:25-36, drink Homestead Creamery eggnog with Copper & Kings brandy, and enjoy So Good It’s Gawne peppermint bark brownies.